Helooo world, sorry for not updating! lets just say i've had my hands full for sum time now!
First thing i wanna say is, I can take it if someone rips my heart out, tears it apart, throws it away...or even throws me away from their life. Cuz I am someone who is selfless for people i love and care about...BUT what i cant stand is, A person who doesnt respect me...especially when i didnt do something that a person accuses me of. If i wanted to I could have ruined a life easily, but nah thats not me, compassion is in my nature and i dont think thats fair, especially when that person was the closest to you at a point. Infact i still would trust you with everything, sadly you hurt me bad, and broke my trust after accusing me of having a loose mouth???!!! if i did have a loose mouth, all ur secrets prolly would have been out, but they arent. i even tolerated the shit people talked about me and all the stories i heard people saying and i even backed u up(god knows what i got our of doing that?), cuz i knew you wouldnt say such things, i guess i shouldnt have trusted you with my life,innit?
Well i cant turn back time, and nah i dont regret anything. I just hope you are happy with what you have and I just want to make it a point that I have not said anything to anyone, hence i am not afraid of you, or looking you in the eye. Its up to you if you wanna believe me or not. I was prolly the only real person in your life who told you the truth and was honest to you through out(no i aint lyk em who smile infront of you, and the minute u leave bitch about u like there is no tomolo), well congratulations, you've lost me as a friend. And about my friends, they are the sweetest people and i m so grateful i found them. They were here for me when the world wasnt, and no you werent there for me either, so yes i do trust them with my feelings and my sorrows, you have no right to judge them or me or what ever i tell them. Not like you don't tell your friends!
And remember what people say is not cuz of what i So called told em, its cuz of the image you portray. trust me on this one. Go do a image and attitude test and u might see why you hearing things.Lastly, If you knew who i am you would know that i am a sincere and an honestly loving person, and i would never do that to YOU of all freaking people.You've disrespected me and i cant tolerate it anymore. I do wish you all the best in everything you do, and i hope you'll be happy and smiling, always.
Now since thats off my chest, I have to say FRIDAY night at GOSH at heritage was AMAZING! i danced like there's no tomorrow..
Babyman a.k.a krishant was soooo freakingggg drunk and smashed that as usual i had to be his mommy, i have to say tho when he is drunk he acts like a real baby, but he dances bloody well! mommy still loves you son.
Zhen was super cute, got excited by the fire blower thing at the club..haha. "chalan ah, firee...eeeee" hahah sooo cute.
Jo was such a hardcore man and did i mention she repeated herself umpteen times, it was sooo frekain cute.She kept givin krishant water and zhen water too :)
charan was well, pretty good the whole night, not out but mayb a lil high.
Lynn stupid dumb gal had 2 shots of whiskey and half a glass of wine, and she has never drank in her life before this, and yes she was absolutely all over saing stupid things, and yes i had to be her mommy too.
leonard was high but not out, which i think is awesome since he is chinese and he helped me take care of lynn, thankkkksss leonard :)
charans kuantan fwens were there too, and i tell you note to all you people out there: never ever drink when a guy named bill forces you to down raw shots...yes that was the cause of everyone elz besides me being kinda out! hahaha. the guy was the birthday boi and oh boy was he out, but he never gave up trying to get every1 elz drunk. everytime charan stopped him from givin alcohol to anyone in our group, he'd say ok...but as soon as charan's back turned to him...he'd be at it again, trying to make people down drinks. best part: he's chinese and oh boi was he out and red as a tomato!
Lets just say, when you dont drink and your the only sober one,you end up being the mommy of the lot!
I danced till i couldnt feel my legs, met a few taylors people there,felt good to know people hu i dint even noe remember me for my hair.Rash was one of em, and i was so grateful to him cuz he helped me take care of krishant at the mamak,which he wasnt obliged to do but he did. I am ever so grateful to him. Met shan, i cannot believe he's losttt sooo much weigghtttt since taylors, he's a freakin stick now. But yeah, this IMU med lot made the night way more fun. I guess all med students are party people huh?!?
The club closed at 5, and yeah we got home and slept by 6.30 ish. Boy was it a fun night?
All i have to say is, Hell yeah baby, i still got my game!
surprisingly i really didnt expect all of that to happen but yeah, the fact that it did...relli boost my confidence :)
Some one even said, that i m so responsible and mommy like..In a totally complimenting way :)
now thats a first innit?
what can i say? I'm one hot momma :)
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