things are really crazy these days. firstly moving into the hostel is lyk the biggest move for me, cuz not only is it weird, but also cuz i've fallen sick cuz of the food.but oh well, as they say what doesnt kill you, makes u stronger. So i'm going to survive int he hostel haha, adapt to it. after all its been proven that we humans adapt to our environment in order to survive...so tat also applies to me!
Sometimes i feel so battered and knocked out. I think being a full time referee can get really really tiring, eventhough it might only be on the weekends now. Me being a fragile and weak bodied person...its pretty injurious to my health haha.
Its like when your watching a wrestling match and someone does a wrong move, and the referee comes in to stop the 2 fighters and gets hit himself. YUP tats the sticky situation im talking about. Bruised, scratched and hurt....
what i mentioned above was just physical. The mental and emotional torture is a complete different thing. haha. i sound lyk such a bag of emotional over-dramatic gunk, but if you were in my shoes you would feel exactly the same way.
they say u shldnt be selfish and only think about yourself, but people these days will never understand this. I believe if you really care about someone, regardless being ur fwen, bro, sis mum or dad...if you sacrifice something which will benefit them in a good way, then tats the right thing to do. why elz would u want to deprive a person of their happiness?
I think tolerance and patience should not be taken for granted...cuz when it is pushed a little too far...
then the reaction you get is as good as a nuclear bomb.
You ready to get killed?
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