"Absence makes the heart fonder,they say..."

Well i havent blogged in ages but i miss it sincerely.
Sorry to every1 hu checks my blog often and expects updates..i've just been busy

life lately hasnt been easy, but i am strong and i will survive!!!
I miss my mom dearly and lots has crossed my mind.

Today in college we did religions and learnt bout so many different ones. i mean i love reading about them in general but i got to learn so many new things i had not read before. i love knowledge :)

have you ever wondered what your purpose is in this life? i'm always thinking many different things even if i talking about a completely different issue, insane innit? well not really. my instinct tells me that i know my goal...but hopefully i can achieve it. I wonder if you get what i mean? its so hard to explain in words sometimes though i know i can pour my heart out through words but right now i cant explain the words.

I've also been thinking about how many confused people are there in this world. One minute they want something next minute they dont. U see what they don't realize is once they lose it, they will realize what it really means to them. "absence makes the heart fonder?" well we'll just have to wait and see. Such things are not easy to describe.

I wonder how many of us have had a special connection with some one? It could be anyone... your mom, sis, bro, bf, fwen, dad anyone...
sometimes when people don't see how special that connection is, its hard to explain the significance of it and how it affected you. Some things are so special that you should enjoy while its there, cuz once its gone you'll miss it and it will stay a memory. So when you lose that connection, you'll understand sooner or later :)

confucius said, " A dog is not a good dog because he is a good barker, a man is not a good man because he is a good talker..."

this jus states that, talking good is not what matters, its about doing good. Actions speak louder than words.

I've been thinking, my actions and my silence should say it all.


like i've said a million times before, a smile can hide a thousand sorrows.( you jus have to practice giving a natural smile,that is the secret)

thats all from my mind at the moment, randomly taken out and pasted onto this post....if i've confused u...sorry.
Like i said, at one time i can think of a thousand different things...i wish sumtimes i wouldnt think at all...

cuz i might jus find a fragment of peace :)