hahaha sudden outburst of feeling sexy!
but oh well.
Well Happy new year to every1!! its a little late but my internet was busted and i am in a cybercafe now bloggin. I MISS MY BLOG LYK HELL :(
Anyway lets just say lately i have been tryin to hide my sadness alot. I have no idea how i do it. I might almost be in tears and if suddenly some1 comes i can completely act happy just like myself. Its funny how i m so rock hard sometimes. Hiding everything...all that sadness inside..deep deep down at the bottom of my heart. i wish i had some1 to tell all this to..
but i can't cuz its jus to personal...
Lets forget about what i wrote above and start off with a more better thing!!
Well Ali, Arya, mehrdad and daniel are back from iran. haha so its super fun at the pool these days.
I go gym everyday...and walk around the ground floor near the part as well when i need some alone time to think. I think the real problem is that i think too much sumtimes...when i have nothing much to do..god knows why!!
My birthday was on the 3rd and thanks to all those who wished me!! you made my day!!
thanks to anis and daim for the earrings they are gorgeous, thanks to mum n dad for cash$$ YAY!! and thanks to me 4 buying myself earrings and a ring haha! and thanx to suba for the perfume...luv ya hun!
Oh and thanx 2 saab and cheryl for hanging out with me haha it was so freakin awesome.
Cheryl i love ya lots..and i had such an awesome time with u on the 4th..thanx 4 the surprise visit!! and yes cherry berry...WE'RE BRINGING SEXY BACK!!!
This is random but these are a few iranian words i learnt:
Kholofte- its a bad word and i don wanna write the meaning
Khufte- i dunno if i m spellin it right but it means SHUT UP
Es maman chandni ye- my name is chandni
sukhte-burn
and there were many more but i don remember! ahahaha
I'm waiting to meet ASHY and ATIE...and we r supposed 2 have lunch together. i miss ashy! he is sucha a funny sweet guy. i mean there are only 3NICE punjabi guys i've met. Hardeep, satbeer and Ashneet. other than that no nice punjabi guys. so ya god bless u guys.
Have you ever wondered how it feels like to have that feeling where everything depends on you? i dont know why but lately i am having such weird thought towards how i can help this particular situation which i don't wanna talk about. When i think of ways to help this situation..all these stupid worthelss thoughts come into my mind. These thoughts come in as a sacrifice. but i just cant do it...its too hard.Something stops me from thinking further and i think its my best friendGOD. I mean lately i've been a depressed girl. hahahaha this sounds so funny yo me cuz i am always helping people to cheer up but i myself and sad inside. Its odd...very odd. but what can i say these past few days havent been my cup of tea.
BUt i have to admit some things and people make me happy during these sad times.
Anyway forget this..
my new years and xmas were awesome.
for xmas rohit, rosh and I went to suba's house party. the food was delicious, her mum was super sweet and we generally had a good time.
for new years rohit,rosh, suba and i had our own party JUST THE 4 OF US LYK ALWAYS..
haha it was super fun. for appetizers we had soup and garlic bread, for the main course it was lyk a subway sandwich different toppings and fillings of chandni's special chicken or eggs. and for dessert it was FONDUE...
i have to say we were very creative when coming up with the meals and i had a blast camwhoring outside suba's house with my 2 cute siblings and suba who i consider my 3rd sibling. i mean we hav our ups and downs but more than neighbours i think we are lyk sisters. LUV YA PUEBAN!!!
Beginning of this year god has been answering all my prayers hopefully the whole year goes well!
Luv to all and i miss my college mates u know who you guys are!!
muah!!
after every sunset..there is a sunrise
PS: i know u guys must be wondering what the hell is wrong with me... at one time i write happily and suddenly it goes sad.. tats jus me i guess
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